Sunday, June 16, 2013

Day 8

Yesterday i have a rough night, i keep thinking of scary stuff like the recent freak storm that hit my town. Beside that i also been concentrating on the night noise, usually at night the noise will be amplify hence keeping me up almost all night.
I also keep thinking about my future, why i am so scared of changes, what is the worst thing that could happen to me if i do this or do that. My biggest fear is people, how do i overcome it?
There is some funny thought that fly into my mind, for example setup a booth somewhere and start my makeup business. My fear is also shame and make fun of myself.
All successful people do some extraordinary stuff, what can i do?? There is so many many things.. how do i start. 
 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Day 3

Today i felt emptiness in my heart. What should i do to erase this feeling. High possibilities is that i got nothing  pending at my side. Reality kick in as 3 days had passed and i just stay at home surfing net and no interview session.
I have the option to look for a job in other field but should i do that. I don't even know what my interest is now. Does everyone have that feeling once a while. Hopefully this is not my life. Lets hope for the best